Have a kid they said, it will be fun they said.

Well I think I would have to say it more challenging than fun but so rewarding as well my little one is 10 weeks old and what a journey it has been I’m not going to sugar coat it the 1st 2 weeks for me was hell I didn’t realize how hard it was going to be people tell you all they do is feed, poop and sleep but what they forgot to mention is that they also like to refuse sleep and cry for hours on end at night when all you want to do is sleep but instead your up trying to settle bubs your so tired as well you end up crying yourself and thinking why on earth did I think this was a great idea, everyone tells you it gets better and you don't believe them but trust me when I say it really does get better and then you remember why you had a baby and watching them grow and there milestones is one of the most rewarding things ever it makes up for the long nights and shit days I mean even when I change a shitty nappy and she smiles just makes me smile.

Memoirs of a first time mum.